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28 March 2009 @ 01:59 pm
I've had a very interesting week.  
This week has been filled with good and bad. We will start with the bad.

While my parents were still married my dad had an affair that produced a kid. A couple of weeks ago I get this myspace message from some guy asking me my last name and says that he's looking for someone; I didn't think anything about it at the time and ignored the message. On Wednesday Beth tells me that this same guy sent her a message saying that they have the same father and mentions my dad's name. That was when I put two and two together and knew who this guy was. I always knew that this day would come I just was not quite prepared for it. I don't blame this kid for wanting to talk to his father and I hold no ill will towards him, it's just hard for me because this kid represents the betrayal I've felt towards my dad since I found out. As a result of this kid finding me and Beth (he thought she was my sister)I had my first conversation with my father about this. If you know me you know that I avoid confrontation at all costs and me calling my dad and bringing this up took all the nerve in the world. But I have been talking to the kid for the past couple of days and he seems pretty cool, but I still don't feel comfortable calling him my brother even though he is.

Now for the good.

I can now say that I have a boyfriend!!!! His name is Jason and I met him at this bar I go to a lot as he works there. We’ve been hanging out for a few weeks now but as of Thursday things are official. I am very excited and happy.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
 
 
 
Amyamoo161 on March 30th, 2009 06:58 pm (UTC)
I'm glad that you approve. I'm glad that all of my friends seem to approve. It would suck a lot to finally get a boyfriend and then find that none of my friends like him.